Kendra is in labor! I am going to have another niece! well that's what we think at least. lol. brandon is completely convinced that it's a boy seeing as they've only had one ultrasound and the doctor and nurse kept going back and forth between a boy and a girl. so now brandon thinks it's a boy and kendra was freaking out a bit. if the baby isn't born within the next two hours of the day then he/she'll definitely be born on January the 13th! i can't wait to find out what her/his name is gonna be. i can't wait to be an aunt again! i'm kinda sad cause we won't get to see the new baby for a little less than a month. we're going up to santa cruz the weekend of febrauary 6th for peytons 2nd birthday. i love being an aunt. it's so fun! i can't wait to meet this new baby and hold her and kiss her! yay! so exciting!
so there's another thing i need to write about. i guess i'm sort of confused about something. so there's this guy... of course it's a guy that always makes life confusing... but his name is jesse peterson. it's confusing because i don't even know if i like him. when i see him i don't get butterflies when i'm around him. but i feel like i like him. when i'm around him, i can't seem to stop smiling. he's funny and it's sooooo obvious that he is sooo in love with God. he loves what he does, working with kids. he loves teaching them about the God he's so in love with. you can tell that he enjoys being with them every minute. he's just an all around good guy. he's cute and very good looking. but i feel like i'm more attracted to his personality than his physically. i don't know. it's so hard to explain. then there's amanda. she's like head of heals for jesse but she doesn't even know him. it's like we're the opposite. she's physically attracted to him and i'm attracted to his personality. but that makes him more attractive to me. but yeah. so amanda likes him so i don't think i'd be able to get away with it. it was so bad... today at sonshine club we took a picture of everyone so us leaders, me jesse and jaymi sullivan were in the back and the kids were in front of us. well jesse was setting up the camera and he was like, ok i'm gonna hit the button then go stand right there and pointed next to me. so he came and stood there but kept getting closer. i could feel his arm against mine and i wanted him to hold my hand so badly. it was the first time i'd really thought about jesse like that. i mean i've been attracted to him but i guess i never really thought of the idea of us being together until today. i kinda like the idea though. i know he's a great man and would be an amazing boyfriend. but idk. i just don't think i'm ready for a relationship right now. i just need to focus on God and school once it starts again. so for now jesse and i will just be friends. we don't even hang out outside of church, story of my life. but at least we see each other more than i see david :) i get to hang out with jesse on mondays and sundays before and after 2nd service. whatev. we'll see what happens if it happens.
oh so i've been reading this book saga twilight. i'm on the 4th book and it's so amazing. it's about this vampire and human girl who fall in love. so it goes through the struggles of their relationship with him being a vampire and all. but he and his family only hunt animals but it's still hard for him to be around her because she smells so good to him. its also about bella's best friend jacob. he is in love with bella, she loves him but not as much as she loves edward. ahhh. it's such a good book. i went and saw the first movie with martha for her birthday not really wanting to see it at all. i didn't think it would be interesting, it's not really my type of movie/book. but i absolutely loved it. so i started reading the book on my birthday. it's been taking me a long time cause the books are long and i need to have a life outside of them. lol. unlike martha who did nothing for a week and just read them until she was finished. but they're really good and i try to convince everyone to read them!
that's all for now. i'm gonna go to bed, hopefully i can sleep with all this anticipation for the new baby! so until next time...
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